Lots of growing to be done in the past 1 month. Trying to find a place to start with. Alrite, something close to home. Renovation of my house. Stretching my network to find the best lobang for renovation, furnishing etc etc. Renovating a house is not easy and going through the whole process and somehow becoming the honorary consultant to the renovation. Hope it will be done by this weekend and can start the unpacking and decoration over the weekend. Wonder how will retro goes with urban contemporary. 

School. The theme has to be tests and tests. Never have I studied this hard in university. Haha.. Even though it is only on a fraction of motivation which drove me on for my 'O' Levels but I found myself finding school a real bore after a few weeks. School shouldn't be like this. School is not life, it is a fraction of life. A motion which I have challenged for a while but find it hard to excel in it. It's either it becomes bigger than life or you don't score that well. Maybe I should use a more wholesome indicators in the future. Use something like KPI to indicate and measure a more wholesome growth. Quite disgusted by people who gossip with wrong facts and use it to suck up to another. Disgusted but unaffected, it only show how desperate some people are for attention and trying to build up their inferior self-esteem. Life moves on for me, but their growth is based on inferority and insecurity. 

Indie Music. Last.fm Listening to it has been nice. Intro to camera obscuar by Aramia and Eggie. But from last.fm I have found more good indie bands. Sweden does produce quite a number of good indie bands. After the presentation on exchange programme in Sweden by Shaoyong and Edwin in school, it really has been a two pronged enforcement, Sweden is really quite a nice place to spend some time in. 

To be fair, growing at such a fast phase in the past month has been like puberty x2. Issue is a side-effect of puberty and there have been issues in the past month and appologise to people who may have been on the recieving end. But I think I would have done the same, I was really going through a lot that couple of days before it and it really happened at the wrong time by the wrong people; people whom I felt closer to in school. 

Holidays is here. A good time to seat back, focus on shifting house and let school take a back seat. Enjoy the holidays, go through with 3rd gear, soak up the moody vibes which the streets are giving out. Hopefully a new investment tool can be found via the moody vibes from the streets.