Monday, October 30, 2006 - 10:11 pm

A geninue Monday blue.

"Har! Sianz...My sleep has ended," Dragging myself off bed and prepare for the journey to camp. On the walk to the bus stop, I kept asking myself why is the weekend so short? Why is the weekend just 2 days? Cant we make the weekend 3 days or something? There seems to be so many things to be done over the weekend. Catch up with friends, spend time with my dear and family. Time to slack and do some admin things. Time in the weekend always passes so fast, blink...its Monday.

In camp, I can't bring myself to work hard. I spent the morning clearing arrows from last week and slack for the rest of the day. Its not that I have nothing to do but I need a break, to recharge myself before I can last myself for the week. It's like boosting your efficiency by slacking. Kana arrowed a big arrow from my chief clerk and he has the guts to hum in joy after arrowing me via email. Does he knows he may soon find himself out of job? Your only edge is hardworking and you are not working hard. Your other winning edge is that you are a detail person. But despite your numerous checks and OTs through the nights, your biggest 'baby' still has mistakes. Stop complaining you are busy and can't finish your work. Have you ever think it's caused you are inefficient? Stop sending emails at 12Am and think it scores points. Unless its occasional, it shouting out loud to the world you are inefficent. By slacking, it gives you the chance to rethink what is important in life then moving into micro, what is important in your personal life, work and etc. Leaving camp puntually like you report puntually is one of them. Feel nice to leave on time and spend time with family. Feel good to get in touch with something close to your heart.

KeL|eNeRD